The apostles gathered around Jesus, and told him all that they had done and taught. He said to them, ‘Come away to a deserted place all by yourselves and rest a while.’ For many were coming and going, and they had no leisure even to eat. And they went away in the boat to a deserted place by themselves. Now many saw them going and recognized them, and they hurried there on foot from all the towns and arrived ahead of them. As he went ashore, he saw a great crowd; and he had compassion for them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd; and he began to teach them many things. When it grew late, his disciples came to him and said, ‘This is a deserted place, and the hour is now very late; send them away so that they may go into the surrounding country and villages and buy something for themselves to eat.’ But he answered them, ‘You give them something to eat.’ They said to him, ‘Are we to go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread, and give it to them to eat?’ And he said to them, ‘How many loaves have you? Go and see.’ When they had found out, they said, ‘Five, and two fish.’ Then he ordered them to get all the people to sit down in groups on the green grass. So they sat down in groups of hundreds and of fifties. Taking the five loaves and the two fish, he looked up to heaven, and blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to his disciples to set before the people; and he divided the two fish among them all. And all ate and were filled; and they took up twelve baskets full of broken pieces and of the fish. Those who had eaten the loaves numbered five thousand men. Immediately he made his disciples get into the boat and go on ahead to the other side, to Bethsaida, while he dismissed the crowd. After saying farewell to them, he went up on the mountain to pray. Mark 6:30-46
The past two days, after a wonderful wedding weekend celebration, I had to rest. We often forget that Jesus was insistent that his disciples rest after all their hard work. We who are clergy and in helping professions often refuse to rest until we fall apart. And we also have experienced that as soon as we take some rest, the needs of others come to find us. This is what happened to the depleted, exhausted disciples. In the midst of their exhaustion and frustration, Jesus found a way to feed the hungry folks gathered and sent the disciples away for more rest. We often find ourselves asking "how are we going to do this," when we are so spent that we have no reserve. Yet Jesus provided a way for them and will provide for us as well.
Loving Creator, you provide for our needs
giving us strength to work and time to rest
helping us find the help we need to go on
and shelter us from the storms of life.
When we are depleted, we become angry
we lash out and cry out in our deep pain
our human hearts can only bear so much
yet you are always there to provide our needs.
Lord Jesus, help us to see the need around us
and likewise know the need within us all
so that we might find rest and renewal in you
and tend to the hungry and outcast in your name. Amen.