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When we talk, she often asks me "where did that comes from?" to indicate some quirky trait that she blames me or her dad for. I am thrilled to take the blame. I am thrilled that my children want to talk with me, and care what I am doing, and how things are going for us. I talk with all our girls regularly, and I secretly wish I could own a complex of buildings, so we could all live in proximity and talk in person every day. I know there are many parents and children who are not able to speak to one another - who live without the indications of a love so deep it is embedded in the soul. I am blessed that we can talk and share. I daily ache for their noise and laughter, the arguing and tussling, the battling for control of remotes and meals. And I am grateful for every moment we have together, whether in the same space or not.
I imagine God, as a parent, a parent who daily longs for their children. Grown children, who are not to be controlled but enjoyed. A God who delights in the noise and the tussles, the tears and the laughter. To me, the heart of God is the joyous ache of an eternal, deep love which wants us to be happy and to know we are loved. Even when I don't call, this parent is constantly thinking and praying for her daughters. How much more so is a loving God, concerned and hovering over the children of this world. Brand new and grown and everyone in between.
Today, I want to rejoice in a God whose perfect love is demonstrated in very human and imperfect parents and children. I want to love a little bit like that, love like a hovering mama bear who is vigilant, nurturing and who loves fiercely, even when separated by caverns and time. "Where did that come from, Emily?". That kind of love can only come from God. I pray that today, I can have the courage to love family and strangers with a small measure of that perfect love which casts our fear, distance and all the broken pieces that try keep us apart.
2 comments:
I wouldn't define your desire to have a complex as a secret, per se, seeing as how you delight in telling us whenever you find an old camp or no-tell motel for sale near a beach. We're on to you. The real secret is we wouldn't mind, as long as we could have our own remotes.
xoxo
the oldest one
ps M. said he was glad you think of him as your friend.
Bishop and Friend,
My youngest still "lives at home". I see a lot of "where did that come from". Some times it seems to be a mirror. Today she leaves teaching pre-school, something that she really likes, to become a "farmer", working at on a farm full time. She joins about 8 generations of farmers in my family history. One might say, how could she not work on a farm.
I find that the focus of my prayers are more for my other daughter and my mother, as they aren't as physically close and my mother can't hear. Thanks to email, we do keep in touch. Because I see my younger daughter daily, I need to remember to keep her in my prayers as well as she takes a turn in her journey.
The hard part for me, at the moment, is to be open to hear what God has in mind for me. I need to take time to Listen.
Thank you.
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