One day, as he was teaching the people in the temple and telling the good news, the chief priests and the scribes came with the elders and said to him, ‘Tell us, by what authority are you doing these things? Who is it who gave you this authority?’ He answered them, ‘I will also ask you a question, and you tell me: Did the baptism of John come from heaven, or was it of human origin?’ They discussed it with one another, saying, ‘If we say, “From heaven”, he will say, “Why did you not believe him?” But if we say, “Of human origin”, all the people will stone us; for they are convinced that John was a prophet.’ So they answered that they did not know where it came from. Then Jesus said to them, ‘Neither will I tell you by what authority I am doing these things.’ Luke 20:1-8
Dear Auntie Elizabeth,
I have heard from Mama that you are with child! I am so excited for you and a little bit afraid as well. This is a blessing from heaven, of course, but it is ever so challenging on your body. I have not yet told Mama of my bodily concerns as I want her to revel in your joy. I pray you will take care of yourself and be strong. I find being out in the open air, in our garden, makes me feel less afraid. Somehow, I feel buoyed between heaven and earth, caught up in possibilities rather than all my fears. I have been sick in the garden too, where no one can see me. I have had so many vivid dreams lately. It is as if the Lord is speaking to me directly, showing me signs of hope and possibility.
Auntie, I really don't know what to do. At some point I will have to talk with Joseph and my parents. Joseph will probably walk away from me, and my loving parents will probably send me away. Oh, I don't know what to do, Auntie, and feel like a child running back and forth. I pray all through the day and when I wake up at night. Please pray for me that our Lord will send me a way through this mess. Maybe I can come visit with you and gain courage from you.
Love,
Mary
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