Mary Letter - Day 33

1 God is our refuge and strength, * 

a very present help in trouble. 

2 Therefore we will not fear, 

though the earth be moved, * 

and though the mountains 

be toppled into the depths of the sea; 

3 Though its waters rage and foam, * 

and though the mountains tremble at its tumult. 

4 The LORD of hosts is with us; * 

the God of Jacob is our stronghold. 

5 There is a river whose streams 

make glad the city of God, * 

the holy habitation of the Most High. 

6 God is in the midst of the city; 

it shall not be overthrown; * 

God shall help it at the break of day. 

7 The nations make much ado, 

and the kingdoms are shaken; * 

God has spoken, and the earth shall melt away. 

8 The LORD of hosts is with us; * 

the God of Jacob is our stronghold. Psalm 48:1-8

Dear Elizabeth,

I have thought of you so often these days. I do so wish I could be with you to laugh and compare notes about being a mother. You always calmed me down, when I was anxious and afraid. I cannot tell Mama and Papa, but these days, here is this teeming city, make me anxious and afraid. The rumors swirl around of the cruelty and bizarre behavior of both the Roman and the Palestinian leaders. The political climate is unstable, and threats have been spoken concerning a child born here. We are very careful. At night, I sit out and pray under the stars, the winter night sky make me feel closer to God. This child, also, make me feel so close to God and ferociously protective, like I never imagined!

The wise women have come and checked up on me and they want me to wait a few days before we travel back home. I feel pretty strong, but they were adamant about me waiting a bit longer. They bring me tea that they promise will strengthen me and my milk. I am grateful for them really, even if I am a bit scared of them! They are a force to be reckoned with. Joseph went off today with the hope of finally getting the paper work filed. He has been so persistent and patient. I think some of the officials expect bribes, but he refused to do anything illegal. I am very proud of him and the good man that he is. I was worried that the baby would be too much for him, but he has been so strong for all of us. I am so glad I am not on my own! Keep us in your prayers as you are always in mine.

love,

Mary

Mary Letter - Day 32

O LORD, you are my God; 

I will exalt you, I will praise your name; 

for you have done wonderful things, 

plans formed of old, faithful and sure. 

For you have made the city a heap, 

the fortified city a ruin; 

the palace of aliens is a city no more, 

it will never be rebuilt. 

Therefore strong peoples will glorify you; 

cities of ruthless nations will fear you. 

For you have been a refuge to the poor, 

a refuge to the needy in their distress, 

a shelter from the rainstorm and 

a shade from the heat. 

When the blast of the ruthless 

was like a winter rainstorm, 

the noise of aliens like heat in a dry place,

 you subdued the heat with the shade of clouds; 

the song of the ruthless was stilled. Isaiah 25:1-5

Dear Mama,

The weather has been brutally cold here, but we are snug and warm. I walk about on the property but avoid the hustle and bustle of the city. Joseph has persisted in going to the census office every day but it has been closed, with out notice, or the line is so long he never reaches the desk. He has been very patient with all of this and has turned out to be a wonderful fahter. He loved caring for our little boy. He is as willing to clean him up as he is to play with him. We often sit out in the winter daylight, laying the baby on a blanket, as he coos to the birds flying above. He is fascinated with everything and we watch him with delight.

Mama, our hosts have been so kind. They feed us well and keep the busybodies and any authorities away from us. We have so little to give them in return, but they shrug it off and say they are honored to have us here. They have grandchildren of their own, but they do not live here, so I think we provide a good substitute. They too often come to sit with us and play with Jesus. He smiles and gurgles at them. They smile and laugh in return. 

Pray that we can finally get on the road back home. I imagine the roads will be quite crowded still, but I think I will be able to walk much more effectively. The wise women are checking on me regularly, giving me feeding tips. They don't want me heading out on a long journey just as yet as they say I need more time to heal. Missing you and Papa so much!

love

Mary

May Letter - Day 31

1 Give judgment for me, O LORD, 

for I have lived with integrity; * 

I have trusted in the Lord and have not faltered. 

2 Test me, O LORD, and try me; * 

examine my heart and my mind. 

3 For your love is before my eyes; * 

I have walked faithfully with you. 

4 I have not sat with the worthless, * 

nor do I consort with the deceitful. 

5 I have hated the company of evildoers; * 

I will not sit down with the wicked. 

6 I will wash my hands in innocence, O LORD, * 

that I may go in procession round your altar, 

7 Singing aloud a song of thanksgiving * 

and recounting all your wonderful deeds. 

8 LORD, I love the house in which you dwell * 

and the place where your glory abides. 

9 Do not sweep me away with sinners, * 

nor my life with those who thirst for blood, 

10 Whose hands are full of evil plots, * 

and their right hand full of bribes. 

11 As for me, I will live with integrity, * 

redeem me, O LORD, and have pity on me. 

12 My foot stands on level ground; * 

in the full assembly I will bless the LORD. Psalm 26

Dear Elizabeth,

The days have turned very cold here. The winter has really set in. Fortunately our little dwelling is warm and cozy, despite sharing it with some large animals. We try to walk during the daylight, careful to stay away from the main roads and the market place. Our hosts continue to provide us with sumptuous foods. And even though we suspect these are leftovers from other guests, we are grateful and full, since we have no way to prepare and cook food here. They are unwilling to take any money from us, although Joseph has been put to work, using his skills, repairing things around the inn. It makes him feel good and I think, keeps him from going stir crazy in this small space. Oh, but he does dote on the baby, playing with him and singing to him day and night. As long as I doing the feeding, Joseph is happy to do everything else.

The census office has been closed for a Roman holiday we don't even understand. Everyone else in this city seems to be working, waiting or shouting in the streets. I look forward to being able to return to our quiet home life. I don't think I am cut out for city life, Elizabeth. It is always noisy, always crowded and always feels dangerous. If the rumors are true, which I am not sure about, authorities seek our child, for what reason, I will never know. It makes me fearful of everyone. I hate being that way. You know I am a trusting and generous person. This place has taken a part of me away. Maybe, being a mother, has also made me protective in a way I never expected. I feel like a mother bear with her cub, ready to growl when a stranger gets near! Well, motherhood has to change us, I guess, and I am so grateful for this little boy.

love,

Mary

Mary Letter - Day 30

1 Sing unto the LORD a new song, * 

for the LORD has done marvelous things. 

2 The right hand and the holy arm of the LORD * 

have secured the victory. 

3 The LORD has made known this victory; * 

and has openly shown righteousness 

in the sight of the nations. 

4 The LORD remembers mercy and 

faithfulness to the house of Israel, * 

and all the ends of the earth 

have seen the victory of our God. 

5 Shout with joy to the LORD, all you lands; * l

ift up your voice, rejoice, and sing. 

6 Sing to the LORD with the harp, * 

with the harp and the voice of song. 

7 With trumpets and the sound of the horn * 

shout with joy before the Sovereign, the LORD. 

8 Let the sea make a noise and all that is in it, * 

the lands and those who dwell therein. 

9 Let the rivers clap their hands, * 

and let the hills ring out with joy 

before the LORD, who is coming to judge the earth. 

10 In righteousness shall the LORD judge the world * 

and the peoples with equity. Psalm 98

Dear Elizabeth,

I have heard from Mama and Papa and they seem thrilled to hear that the child is born and we are safe and well. I think they were sad we didn't make it home, but they didn't let on to that. They have been through so much and have been supportive, despite the reaction from our village. Things seem to have settled down since we left and people are leaving them alone for the most part. I am glad for that. And I surely don't want them to know all the worries and challenges we have here. Our hosts have been very kind, and local people and total strangers stop by to see the child. It also means we are very vulnerable at times. We have to be very careful.

Rumors have gone around that the roman governor is looking for this child as is the king. Why, I cannot imagine. There have been more troops walking in groups through our part of Bethlehem. We have moved from the stable that faces the street to another shed like building behind it. We are tucked away from the eyes of the law, for now. Joseph has been to the registry office several times, waiting in line for hours, only to be turned away because their work day is over. Hopefully this will be done soon and we can make our way back home. It hasn't been hard to keep little Jesus quiet as he is a gentle baby, and loves to coo and sing his baby songs. He can really get loud when he's hungry so I try to make sure he is well fed! 

Elizabeth, pray for us. We do not know why the authorities seek the child, nor do we know if the rumors are even true. All we know is that we continue to have to be very careful and vigilant, praying to God for our safety and care.

Much love,

Mary

First Sunday after Christmas - Mary Letter - Day 29

The Collect 

Almighty God, you have poured upon us the new light of your incarnate Word: Grant that this light, enkindled in our hearts, may shine forth in our lives; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen.

First Lesson Isaiah 61:10-62:3

 I will greatly rejoice in the LORD, my whole being shall exult in my God; for he has clothed me with the garments of salvation, he has covered me with the robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decks himself with a garland, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels. For as the earth brings forth its shoots, and as a garden causes what is sown in it to spring up, so the Lord GOD will cause righteousness and praise to spring up before all the nations. For Zion's sake I will not keep silent, and for Jerusalem's sake I will not rest, until her vindication shines out like the dawn, and her salvation like a burning torch. The nations shall see your vindication, and all the kings your glory; and you shall be called by a new name that the mouth of the LORD will give. You shall be a crown of beauty in the hand of the LORD, and a royal diadem in the hand of your God.

 Psalm 147 

1 Hallelujah! How good it is to sing praises to our God! * 

how pleasant it is to honor him with praise! 

2 The LORD rebuilds Jerusalem; * 

he gathers the exiles of Israel. 

3 He heals the brokenhearted * 

and binds up their wounds.

 4 He counts the number of the stars * 

and calls them all by their names.

5 Great is our LORD and mighty in power; * 

there is no limit to his wisdom. 

6 The LORD lifts up the lowly, * 

but casts the wicked to the ground. 

7 Sing to the LORD with thanksgiving; * 

make music to our God upon the harp. 

8 He covers the heavens with clouds * 

and prepares rain for the earth; 

9 He makes grass to grow upon the mountains * 

and green plants to serve mankind. 

10 He provides food for flocks and herds * 

and for the young ravens when they cry. 

11 He is not impressed by the might of a horse; *

 he has no pleasure in the strength of a man; 

12 But the LORD has pleasure in those who fear him, * 

in those who await his gracious favor

13 Worship the LORD, O Jerusalem; * 

praise your God, O Zion; 

14 For he has strengthened the bars of your gates; * 

he has blessed your children within you. 

15 He has established peace on your borders; * 

he satisfies you with the finest wheat. 

16 He sends out his command to the earth, *

 and his word runs very swiftly. 

17 He gives snow like wool; *

 he scatters hoarfrost like ashes. 

18 He scatters his hail like bread crumbs; * 

who can stand against his cold? 

19 He sends forth his word and melts them; *

 he blows with his wind, and the waters flow. 

20 He declares his word to Jacob, *

 his statutes and his judgments to Israel.

 21 He has not done so to any other nation; *

 to them he has not revealed his judgments. Hallelujah! 

Second Lesson  Galatians 3:23-25; 4:4-7 

Now before faith came, we were imprisoned and guarded under the law until faith would be revealed. Therefore the law was our disciplinarian until Christ came, so that we might be justified by faith. But now that faith has come, we are no longer subject to a disciplinarian. But when the fullness of time had come, God sent his Son, born of a woman, born under the law, in order to redeem those who were under the law, so that we might receive adoption as children. And because you are children, God has sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, crying, "Abba! Father!" So you are no longer a slave but a child, and if a child then also an heir, through God. 

The Gospel John 1:1-18 

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things came into being through him, and without him not one thing came into being. What has come into being in him was life, and the life was the light of all people. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it. There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. He came as a witness to testify to the light, so that all might believe through him. He himself was not the light, but he came to testify to the light. The true light, which enlightens everyone, was coming into the world. He was in the world, and the world came into being through him; yet the world did not know him. He came to what was his own, and his own people did not accept him. But to all who received him, who believed in his name, he gave power to become children of God, who were born, not of blood or of the will of the flesh or of the will of man, but of God. And the Word became flesh and lived among us, and we have seen his glory, the glory as of a father's only son, full of grace and truth. (John testified to him and cried out, "This was he of whom I said, 'He who comes after me ranks ahead of me because he was before me.'") From his fullness we have all received, grace upon grace. The law indeed was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. No one has ever seen God. It is God the only Son, who is close to the Father's heart, who has made him known.

Dear Mama,

The little boy grows stronger every day. He eats well and goes to sleep easily. The wise women check on us frequently, answering any questions I might have and taking turns holding him. I think they are here as much for him as for me! Many of them have grandchildren they do not get to see and Jesus is a willing substitute. He'll coo and gurgle in response to their words and smiles when they smile at him. Everyone seems to enjoy having us around and our hosts want us to stay as long as we need to. Their business is booming even more than when we arrived, since they are hosting the baby everyone is talking about. Many rumors about us and the child have been stirring all around the neighborhood and beyond.  We are well protected with wonderful hosts and fierce wise women.

Joseph has been standing in line every day and yet has not gotten a chance to register fully. He was delayed by the baby's birth, then there were more papers that they handed him to fill out. He also had to have a visit with his uncle in order to help him fill in certain family details. This government is very invasive, it seems, but we have little recourse. Joseph wants to on our way back home soon, but the paperwork has to be filed here and there are no shortcuts and no leniency. The good news is there are hundreds of folks just like us, waiting to head back home again. We visit with many people as we walk out during the day. They tell us their troubles, like people do. Jesus seems to cheer them up, smiling and reaching his arms out to everyone. 

I miss you both so much and look forward to coming home with your grandson!

much love,

Mary

1 O LORD, I call to you; my Rock, do not be deaf to my cry; * 

lest, if you do not hear me, I become like those who go down to the Pit. 

2 Hear the voice of my prayer when I cry out to you, * 

when I lift up my hand to your holy of holies. 

3 Do not snatch me away with the wicked or with the evildoers, * 

who speak peaceably with their neighbors, while strife is in their hearts. 

4 Repay them according to their deeds, * 

and according to the wickedness of their actions. 

5 According to the work of their hands repay them, * 

and give them their just deserts. 

6 O LORD, they have no understanding of your doings, 

nor of the works of your hands; * 

therefore you will break them down and not build them up. 

7 Blessed is the LORD! * f

or you have heard the voice of my prayer. 

8 The LORD is my strength and my shield; * 

my heart trusts in you, and I have been helped; 

9 Therefore my heart dances for joy, *

 and in my song will I praise you. 

10 You, O LORD, are the strength of your people, * 

a safe refuge for your anointed. 

11 Save your people and bless your inheritance; * 

shepherd them and carry them for ever. Psalm 28

Dearest Elizabeth,

The baby arrived while we are in Bethlehem! It was so hard to be away from home, but remarkably, the people here have made it comfortable. The inn keeper and his wife have been so generous and kind. We are in their stable, but they have done everything to make it pleasant and warm. They brought in wise women at their expsense to help me with the birthing.  The women have checked on me daily, bringing me food and treats and making sure I get plenty of sunshine and water. I think they like being around the baby, so any excuse will bring them to our door!

Samuel, the inn keeper, has been a rock for Joseph to lean on and learn about being a father. Joseph is a natural though. He loves holding the little boy, sings to him and is always willing to clean him up and change him. The wise women want me to walk a little every day, so Joseph walks with me in the crowded vity, my protector and my arm to lean on. People often stop to look at the child and Joseph radiates such pride. We don't tell folks our true story, because it is so complicated and so unbelievable .Yet we know, God has done a new thing, a wondrous thing and we are honored to be his parents. 

I am healing up well but I am never sure I will ever get enough sleep again! I don't mind so much and try to nap when he naps, but again there is always much to do when he is sleeping! I can't wait to show him off to you!

love,

Mary

Christmas - Mary Letter - Day 27

In those days a decree went out from Emperor Augustus that all the world should be registered. This was the first registration and was taken while Quirinius was governor of Syria. All went to their own towns to be registered. Joseph also went from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to the city of David called Bethlehem, because he was descended from the house and family of David. He went to be registered with Mary, to whom he was engaged and who was expecting a child. While they were there, the time came for her to deliver her child. And she gave birth to her firstborn son and wrapped him in bands of cloth, and laid him in a manger, because there was no place for them in the inn. In that region there were shepherds living in the fields, keeping watch over their flock by night. Then an angel of the Lord stood before them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. But the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid; for see-- I am bringing you good news of great joy for all the people: to you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, who is the Messiah, the Lord. This will be a sign for you: you will find a child wrapped in bands of cloth and lying in a manger." And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host, praising God and saying, "Glory to God in the highest heaven, and on earth peace among those whom he favors!" When the angels had left them and gone into heaven, the shepherds said to one another, "Let us go now to Bethlehem and see this thing that has taken place, which the Lord has made known to us." So they went with haste and found Mary and Joseph, and the child lying in the manger. When they saw this, they made known what had been told them about this child; and all who heard it were amazed at what the shepherds told them. But Mary treasured all these words and pondered them in her heart. The shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all they had heard and seen, as it had been told them. Luke 2:1-20

Dear Mama,

I have such wonderful and surprising news! Please don't be disappointed, but the little boy was ready to be born into the world and he's here! He is perfect and healthy, and causing quite a stir. Our hostess, Rachel, has been fussing over us like you would Mama, and her husband, is acting like a proud grandpa! 

Here's what happened. Yesterday, when I woke there was a great rush of water. I was terrified as the wise women had warned me that might happen at the beginning of labor. Joseph has been by my side the whole time, except when he went to get the wise women and when they shooed him away to do their work. The pains began early afternoon and grew steadily through the evening. I tried not to cry out but I couldn't help it. The good news is that in a stable there is plenty of other noise. The cows would respond loudly when I cried out! Just when I thought I couldn't stand it anymore, late in the night, they told me to push. It was so quick after that I hardly remember. There he was, beautiful and perfect, crying out and reaching for me! They cleaned him, wrapped him up and handed this wonderful child to me. I feel so excited and terrified all at once.

Oh, Mama, I am so blessed and so releived but so sad you are not here with me. The gift that this child is and will be is hard to imagine. Shortly after he was born, a little shepherd boy came to the stable's entrance. He said that angels had visited and told him to come here! Can you believe it? I invited him in and in poured six more shepherds, sheep in tow, who wanted to see the child! Joseph and I were overwhelmed by the story they told. The angels told them this baby was the Messiah, a gift of love and peace to the whole world. Rachel heard the commotion and tried to shoo them away, but when she heard the story she cried with joy. 

We haven't slept much, but have been well tended to and fed. I can barely sleep because I want to hold him close every minute. Oh, Mama, I cannot wait for you and Papa to see him!

All my love,

Mary

Mary Letter - Day 26

1 God is our refuge and strength, * 

a very present help in trouble. 

2 Therefore we will not fear, though the earth be moved, * 

and though the mountains be toppled into the depths of the sea; 

3 Though its waters rage and foam, * 

and though the mountains tremble at its tumult. 

4 The LORD of hosts is with us; * 

the God of Jacob is our stronghold. 

5 There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God, * 

the holy habitation of the Most High. 

6 God is in the midst of the city; it shall not be overthrown; *

God shall help it at the break of day. 7 

The nations make much ado, and the kingdoms are shaken; *

God has spoken, and the earth shall melt away. 

8 The LORD of hosts is with us; * 

the God of Jacob is our stronghold. 

9 Come now and look upon the works of the LORD, * 

what awesome things God has done on earth. 

10 It is the LORD who makes war to cease in all the world; * 

who breaks the bow, and shatters the spear, and burns the shields with fire. 

11 “Be still, then, and know that I am God; * 

I will be exalted among the nations; I will be exalted in the earth.” 

12 The LORD of hosts is with us; * 

the God of Jacob is our stronghold. Psalm 46

Dear Elizabeth,

This will have to be a short note, written in haste. Shortly after I woke up from sleep this morning, a great rush of water appeared! The wise women had warned me that my labor might begin this way. I am not cramping too much yet, but it has begun. I have been praying and Joseph has been holding my hands ever since we woke up and found out what today might bring. He gone now to fetch the wise women, and some supplies, and Rachel is here with me, helping me to keep calm. She quietly prays me through every pain. "The God of Jacob is our stronghold". she repeats over and over.

I will let Mama and Papa know, once the baby has come. For now, I do not want to worry them. This will be hard for Mama, I know, as she wanted to be with me. And, I wanted to be home for this birth. But God has a way of undoing our plans. I will have to trust God and not my own plans! Pray for strength and courage for me today and always.

much love,

Mary

Mary Letter - Day 25

1 Give the king your justice, O God, * 

and your righteousness to the king’s son; 

2 That he may rule your people righteously *

 and the poor with justice; 

3 That the mountains may bring prosperity to the people, *

 and the little hills bring righteousness. 

4 He shall defend the needy among the people, *

 and shall rescue the poor and crush the oppressor. 

5 He shall live as long as the sun and moon endure, * 

from one generation to another. 

6 He shall come down like rain upon the mown field, * 

like showers that water the earth. 

7 In his time shall the righteous flourish; * 

there shall be abundance of peace 

till the moon shall be no more. 

8 He shall rule from sea to sea, * 

and from the River to the ends of the earth. 

9 His foes shall bow down before him, * 

and his enemies lick the dust. Psalm 72:1-9

Dear Elizabeth,

We have arrived in Bethlehem, and it was not as I expected. The city is extremely crowded and noisy especially during day. When we got here Joseph immediately took us to his relative's home. We had to make our way through a big market place. People were pushing and shoving and calling out in many langauages. Joseph held on tight to me and the animal. When we got to the family's house, they told us they were filled up with other family members who had come unannounced for the registration. They fed us and sent us on our way. I was shocked! But Joseph reminded me that we were journeying here with God's guidance. It sure didn't feel like it at that moment. We knocked on many doors and were turned away over and over again. We spent the evening, huddled by a fire on the edge of the city with some shepherds who kindly shared their fire with us. I was so cold and tired.

After midnight, a inn keeper, who we had seen earlier, came to collect us. He offered us his stable, a cave really. But it is clean and they brought blankets and clean straw for us to sleep on. It was a miracle really in this city which seems to care about commerce and money. He was so kind and wouldn't take our money. His wife came this morning, and seeing my condition, brought us food and water to wash with. 

Joseph is off now trying to make arrangements to register. There are lines everywhere. Rachel, out hostess, who has been so kind, came and sat with me a while after Joseph left. She is very concerned that I am close to my time. She has sent for the wise women to come and examine me. I am huge and not feeling so great but I am hoping that it is just the journey and the weather. I am not a great fan of this city with it's noise, it's smells and the terrible crowding. We are carrying God's child, and I pray God will see us through all of this mess. Right now, it feels awfully messy.

Much love,

Mary

Mary Letter - Day 24

1 O God, be merciful to us and bless us, * 

show us the light of your countenance and come to us. 

2 Let your ways be known upon earth, * 

your saving health among all nations. 

3 Let the peoples praise you, O God; * 

let all the peoples praise you. 

4 Let the nations be glad and sing for joy, * 

for you judge the peoples with equity and 

guide all the nations upon earth. 

5 Let the peoples praise you, O God; * 

let all the peoples praise you. 

6 The earth has brought forth its increase; * 

may God, our own God, bless us. 

7 O God, give us your blessing, * 

may all the ends of the earth stand in awe of you. Psalm 67

Dear Elizabeth,

This journey is exhausting and always surprising. The road is so jammed with people trying to get to the census offices all across the area. We are staying miles outside the city with other cousins Ruth and Levi. They are elderly and cannot provide much more than a mat on the floor, but we are happy to be off the road for a bit. We have been moving so slowly because of the crowds and my limitations. I am waddling slowly these days, feeling so huge and unwieldy. The baby is still kicking but the space must be tight. I am always hungry and a little sick to my stomach. Motherhood is a daily challenge!

Joseph and I have grown closer day by day. When we walk we talk together, telling stories from our childhoods and talking about folks we know in common. His heart is so kind and he holds me gently when I am ready to fall apart - which is often. He doesn't seem to mind the pace we must keep, and has recited the psalms to me to help me fall asleep. He has a lovely singing voice as well, and I often overhear him singing softly to himself. He is such a comfort.

I imagine we will arrive in the city tomorrow, at least that's the plan. I have learned that plans are often interrupted and God has a different thing in mind! 

Much love,

Mary

Mary Letter - Day 23

1 When the Lord restored the fortunes of Zion, * 

then were we like those who dream. 

2 Then was our mouth filled with laughter, *

and our tongue with shouts of joy. 

3 Then they said among the nations, * 

"The Lord has done great things for them." 

4 The Lord has done great things for us, * 

and we are glad indeed. 

5 Restore our fortunes, O Lord, * 

like the watercourses of the Negev. 

6 Those who sowed with tears * 

will reap with songs of joy. 

7 Those who go out weeping, carrying the seed, * 

will come again with joy, shouldering their sheaves. Psalm 126

Dear Elizabeth,

A intense storm came through while we were traveling. There were so many people on the road! More people than I have ever seen before. The noise and the smells were overwhelming. Everyone was terrified and the donkey was so frightened. We ran from the main road and found a small barn which had been abandoned a long time ago. The roof seems good though and it is shelter for the time being. Joseph had us leave the highway for fear of being knocked down or even trampled. We are so not seasoned travelers and I am so easily rattled. The rotten straw and musty odors here are still better than the noise and stench on the road! The sun has set so we will rest here for the night and get started again in the morning.

This trip is so much longer than I imagined! Mama packed so much food for our journey and now I am grateful for every morsel. I thought she was being silly packing so much and weighing us down. Yet here we sit, feasting on cakes and dates in the candle light. The taste brings back a sense of home and for a time we can feel safe and warm. The wind has slowed but the rain is still coming down. Joseph's big cloak keeps us warm and dry for the most part. I will be so relieved when we get done with all of this! I trust that God will see us through, but some days, particularly these stormy ones, I ache to be home in my own bed. I wish God wouldn't provide so many obstacles on our journey!

Sending love to you and your little family,

Mary

Advent 4 - Sunday, December 20

Mary Letter - Day 21

The Collect 

Purify our conscience, Almighty God, by your daily visitation, that your Son Jesus Christ, at his coming, may find in us a mansion prepared for himself; who lives and reigns with you, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen. 

First Lesson 2 Samuel 7:1-11, 16 

When the king was settled in his house, and the LORD had given him rest from all his enemies around him, the king said to the prophet Nathan, "See now, I am living in a house of cedar, but the ark of God stays in a tent." Nathan said to the king, "Go, do all that you have in mind; for the LORD is with you." But that same night the word of the LORD came to Nathan: Go and tell my servant David: Thus says the LORD: Are you the one to build me a house to live in? I have not lived in a house since the day I brought up the people of Israel from Egypt to this day, but I have been moving about in a tent and a tabernacle. Wherever I have moved about among all the people of Israel, did I ever speak a word with any of the tribal leaders of Israel, whom I commanded to shepherd my people Israel, saying, "Why have you not built me a house of cedar?" Now therefore thus you shall say to my servant David: Thus says the LORD of hosts: I took you from the pasture, from following the sheep to be prince over my people Israel; and I have been with you wherever you went, and have cut off all your enemies from before you; and I will make for you a great name, like the name of the great ones of the earth. And I will appoint a place for my people Israel and will plant them, so that they may live in their own place, and be disturbed no more; and evildoers shall afflict them no more, as formerly, from the time that I appointed judges over my people Israel; and I will give you rest from all your enemies. Moreover the LORD declares to you that the LORD will make you a house. Your house and your kingdom shall be made sure forever before me; your throne shall be established forever. 

Canticle 15 The Song of Mary  Luke 1:46-55

 My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord,

 my spirit rejoices in God my Savior; * 

for he has looked with favor on his lowly servant. 

From this day all generations will call me blessed: * 

the Almighty has done great things for me,

 and holy is his Name.

He has mercy on those who fear him * 

in every generation. 

He has shown the strength of his arm, * 

he has scattered the proud in their conceit. 

He has cast down the mighty from their thrones, * 

and has lifted up the lowly. 

He has filled the hungry with good things, * 

and the rich he has sent away empty. 

He has come to the help of his servant Israel, * 

for he has remembered his promise of mercy, 

The promise he made to our fathers, *

 to Abraham and his children for ever. 

Glory to the Father, and to the Son, 

and to the Holy Spirit: * 

as it was in the beginning, is now, and will be for ever. Amen. 

 Second Lesson Romans 16:25-27 

Now to God who is able to strengthen you according to my gospel and the proclamation of Jesus Christ, according to the revelation of the mystery that was kept secret for long ages but is now disclosed, and through the prophetic writings is made known to all the Gentiles, according to the command of the eternal God, to bring about the obedience of faith-- to the only wise God, through Jesus Christ, to whom be the glory forever! Amen. 

The Gospel Luke 1:26-38

In the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent by God to a town in Galilee called Nazareth, to a virgin engaged to a man whose name was Joseph, of the house of David. The virgin’s name was Mary. And he came to her and said, “Greetings, favored one! The Lord is with you.” But she was much perplexed by his words and pondered what sort of greeting this might be. The angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary, for you have found favor with God. And now, you will conceive in your womb and bear a son, and you will name him Jesus. He will be great, and will be called the Son of the Most High, and the Lord God will give to him the throne of his ancestor David. He will reign over the house of Jacob forever, and of his kingdom there will be no end.” Mary said to the angel, “How can this be, since I am a virgin?” The angel said to her, “The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you; therefore the child to be born will be holy; he will be called Son of God. And now, your relative Elizabeth in her old age has also conceived a son; and this is the sixth month for her who was said to be barren. For nothing will be impossible with God.” Then Mary said, “Here am I, the servant of the Lord; let it be with me according to your word.” Then the angel departed from her. 

Dear Elizabeth.

We are making our way to Bethlehem, slowly, as I cannot walk very fast and the donkey does not love me riding for long periods of time. We stayed several days with cousins Naomi and Jacob, who have been very kind. I stumbled and fell a few nights ago and they sent for the wise women to make sure I was okay. The inspected me thoroughly and announced that the baby was due "any day now!" Of course, I started to cry. I so want to be home with Mama and Papa and it doesn't seem possible. I cannot bear to tell them. I know we have to continue on to be registered. I am just overwhelmed with this responsibility and terrified I won't be up to it. 

I keep thinking about the visit of the angel. I said yes, I did. But honestly, I had no idea of what it would really mean. Nor could I have anticipated the challenges that we have faced. I guess I thought that saying yes to God would mean that life would be easier somehow. But truly, it has been so much harder. I don't mean to complain, really, but I think I should have asked a whole lot more questions before I agreed! Please pray that I can be faithful and strong. I feel neither right now. Joseph has been really patient. I am glad he will be this child's father, for he has such a kind and gentle heart. We getting ready to push on, so I will say good bye for now.

Love,

Mary

Mary Letter - Day 21

1 Hear my prayer, O God; * 

do not hide yourself from my petition. 

2 Listen to me and answer me; * 

I have no peace, because of my cares. 

3 I am shaken by the noise of the enemy * 

and by the pressure of the wicked; 

4 For they have cast an evil spell upon me *

 and are set against me in fury. 

5 My heart quakes within me, * 

and the terrors of death have fallen upon me. 

6 Fear and trembling have come over me, * 

and horror overwhelms me. 

7 And I said, “Oh, that I had wings like a dove! * 

I would fly away and be at rest. 

8 I would flee to a far-off place * 

and make my lodging in the wilderness. 

9 I would hasten to escape * 

from the stormy wind and tempest.” 

10 Swallow them up, 

O Lord; confound their speech; * 

for I have seen violence and strife in the city. Psalm 55

Dear Mama,

We are staying a few extra days with Naomi and Jacob. I had a fall in the dark and got a little bruised and bumped and Naomi won't let me go until she has decided I am better. Truly, I am fine! I really want to have this done with and get back to you and Papa. Delays make me very anxious. I know I have to trust the Lord, and yet I do find myself more anxious than I want to be. The baby is moving quite a bit, and Joseph enjoys watching the little kicks and hiccups from inside my belly. Joseph has proved himself a very wonderful husband. So gentle and always kind and patient.

I hope you and Papa have had no more trouble from the community since the last incident. Folks are more afraid of the roman soldiers than any other authority. They seem to have no regard for God's servants. I am saddened by hoe many people want to think only the worst of me and Joseph. I guess demonizing someone else make them feel superior and righteous. How sad and misguided.

We will be on the road in the morning, we hope, if released by Naomi! We have had no harassments of late and it seems no one is following us after the first day or so. Please pray for us, Mama, and especially for me. Sometimes it's hard to be brave so far from home.

love always,

Mary

Mary Letter - Day 20

1 I waited patiently upon the LORD; * 

you stooped to me and heard my cry. 

2 You lifted me out of the desolate pit, out of the mire and clay; * 

you set my feet upon a high cliff and made my footing sure. 

3 You put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God; * 

many shall see, and stand in awe, and put their trust in the LORD. 

4 Happy are they who trust in the LORD! * 

they do not resort to evil spirits or turn to false gods. 

5 Great things are they that you have done, O LORD my God! 

how great your wonders and your plans for us! * 

there is none who can be compared with you. 

6 Oh, that I could make them known and tell them! * 

but they are more than I can count. 

7 In sacrifice and offering you take no pleasure * 

(you have given me ears to hear you); 

8 Burnt-offering and sin-offering you have not required, * 

and so I said, “Behold, I come. 

9 In the roll of the book it is written concerning me: * 

‘I love to do your will, O my God; your law is deep in my heart.'” 

10 I proclaimed righteousness in the great congregation; * 

behold, I did not restrain my lips; and that, O LORD, you know. 

11 Your righteousness have I not hidden in my heart; 

I have spoken of your faithfulness and your deliverance; * 

I have not concealed your love and faithfulness 

from the great congregation. 

12 You are the LORD; do not withhold your compassion from me; * 

let your love and your faithfulness keep me safe for ever, 

13 For innumerable troubles have crowded upon me; 

my sins have overtaken me, and I cannot see; * 

they are more in number than the hairs of my head, 

and my heart fails me. 

14 Be pleased, O LORD, to deliver me; * 

O LORD, make haste to help me. Psalm 40:1-14

Dear Elizabeth,

Well, life is full of surprises and challenges. We stayed another day with our wonderful hosts and set off after night fall. The night was cloudy and we lost our way for a time. I chose to walk, since the donkey ride was making me a bit sick to my stomach. We try to retrace our steps and I tripped in the dark and fell down. I admit I fell to pieces and started to cry! I wasn't hurt, just exhausted and infuriated with how hard this whole trip is. Why do we have to sneak around like criminals? Anyway, Joseph got me to my feet and comforted me as best as he could. We sat in the dark trying to figure out how to get back to the right path. A young shepherd must have heard my wailing. She came out of the darkness, leading her few sheep, like an angel appearing just as we needed one. She share some water with us and lead us to the right path. Despite all my bellyaching, our God really does "lift me out of the desolate pit."

We made our way. much delayed and worn to a frazzle, as the morning light was breaking. Naomi and Jacob were waiting by the gate, and concerned for our welfare, they came running once they saw us on the road. They embraced us and fed us and put us right to bed. Naomi has called her wise women to check me later, since my time of delivery could be near. I do not plan to have this baby away from home and from Mama! I fully expect that we will make it back in time, but I go along with all her fussing, since they are so kind and loving. I am meeting cousins and family I did not every meet before, and am seeing the blessings in this wide circle of support. And privately, I am ashamed how easily I fall apart and lose hope. Please pray for a strengthening of my faith!

Much love,

Mary

Mary Letter - Day 19

1 The LORD, the God of gods, has spoken; * 

and has called the earth from the rising 

of the sun to its setting. 

2 Out of Zion, perfect in its beauty, * 

God shines forth in glory.

3 Our God will come and will not keep silence; *

 before God there is a consuming flame, 

and round about a raging storm. 

4 God calls the heavens and the earth from above * 

to witness the judgment of the chosen people. 

5 Gather before me my loyal followers, * 

those who have made a covenant with me 

and sealed it with sacrifice.” 

6 Let the heavens declare the rightness of God’s cause; * 

for it is God who is judge. psalm 50:1-6

Dear Elizabeth,

We set out long after dark last night and made a slow trek across the 5 miles or so to Joseph's cousins Rebecca and John's home. They are an older couple who never ad children. They welcomed us with open arms and were very concerned for our welfare. The ride for me was not easy, nor the walk for Joseph after such a long day. We must have looked frightful! On top of that they had received word from Mama and Papa that a small bunch of angry men had shown up to the house looking for us, armed with clubs and rocks. The group was not happy that they couldn't satisfy their blood lust. They grabbed Papa but he got away, went inside and locked the house tight. Roman constables came and got things broken up. Mama was very upset. We immediately sent word that we were safely here.

The night was almost cold but the sky was beautiful. We were bundled up well enough, so we did not mind the chill on our cheeks. We walked mostly in silence, although I could hear Joseph humming to himself, which I found to be quite comforting. As I get to know Joseph, I am more and more amazed at how fortunate and blessed I am. He is always gentle and thoughtful, never impatient with me as I lumber around. We will probably try to move on a bit more tonight, if the weather is good, Papa and Joseph have a list of relatives we can stay with a night at a time, so I am not strained too much. When we get closer to Bethlehem, and have gone a good distance from home, we should be able to travel in the daylight. Right now, I will enjoy the hospitality given. They are spoiling me and fussing over me. I really like it! Bye for now. Praying for you as I know you are for me.

love,

Mary

Mary Letter - Day 18

 

50 This is my comfort in my trouble, 

* that your promise gives me life. 

51 The proud have derided me cruelly, * 

but I have not turned from your law. 

52 When I remember your judgments of old, * 

O LORD, I take great comfort. 

53 I am filled with a burning rage, *

 because of the wicked who forsake your law. 

54 Your statutes have been like songs to me * 

wherever I have lived as a stranger. 

55 I remember your name in the night, O LORD, * 

and dwell upon your law. 

56 This is how it has been with me, * 

because I have kept your commandments. 

57 You only are my portion, O LORD; * 

I have promised to keep your words. 

58 I entreat you with all my heart, * 

be merciful to me according to your promise. 

59 I have considered my ways * 

and turned my feet toward your decrees. 

60 I hasten and do not tarry * 

to keep your commandments. 

61 Though the cords of the wicked entangle me, *

I do not forget your law. 

62 At midnight I will rise to give you thanks, * 

because of your righteous judgments. 

63 I am a companion of all who fear you * 

and of those who keep your commandments. 

64 The earth, O LORD, is full of your love; * 

instruct me in your statutes. Psalm 119:50-64

Dear Elizabeth,

It seems as if  the plans are coming together and we will be on the road tomorrow night. Papa really wants us to get underway safely and quickly. We have had more attacks, mostly verbal, with a few rocks thrown into the garden.  My whole world is changing so quickly. I am like a lumbering bear, wide and round, hungry all the time. And I am a married woman who is going on a journey that I have never done before. I will leave the only home I've ever known. Ripped from everything that is familiar and thrown onto strange and dangerous journey. I am terrified!

I am packing as we speak. The nights will be cold and the days hot, so making sure we have enough to sustain us is important. Mama is cooking like crazy as we speak, as well as packing dry food and some water until we find a well. Hopefully there will be enough moonlight to guide our steps as we start out. On top of everything, I have packed the little baby clothes we made, along with the many. many diapers. Mama instructed me on their cleaning and washing as well as how to care for a baby's skin. I pray I make it back home before this child arrives! Pray for us, as I want to be brave but am feeling so anxious and afraid.

Love,

Mary

Mary Letter - Day 17

1 My heart is stirring with a noble song;

 let me recite what I have fashioned for the king; *

 my tongue shall be the pen of a skilled writer. 

2 You are the fairest of men; * 

grace flows from your lips, 

because God has blessed you for ever. 

3 Strap your sword upon your thigh, O mighty warrior, * 

in your pride and in your majesty. 

4 Ride out and conquer in the cause of truth * 

and for the sake of justice. 

5 Your right hand will show you marvelous things; * 

your arrows are very sharp, O mighty warrior. 

6 The peoples are falling at your feet, *

 and the king’s enemies are losing heart. 

7 Your throne, O God, endures for ever and ever, * 

a scepter of righteousness is the scepter of your reign; 

you love righteousness and hate iniquity. 

8 Therefore God, your God, has anointed you * 

with the oil of gladness above your fellows. 

9 All your garments are fragrant 

with myrrh, aloes, and cassia, * 

and the music of strings from ivory palaces makes you glad. Psalm 45

Dear Elizabeth,

I am truly anxious about the days ahead. It seems as we will be traveling very soon. The census worker was here and said we had to register before the end of the year, and that the lines are very long where we are going. He looked at my swollen belly and had a great laugh. He said "good luck getting all the way to Bethlehem with her!"  Then the wise women came for another exam. It turns out they had said nothing to anyone. They kept their promise. And they too are certain that the baby is coming sooner than originally calculated. They didn't explain how they knew, they just said to be prepared. A cousin who came to our simply ceremony told everyone our business when he was drunk last week some time. It spread like wild fire. Now Papa and Joseph are making final plans and are anxious to get us safely out of here.

Mama and I have made some baby clothes together and yesterday she taught me how to make diapers. She laughed when I told her I would only need a few. I am horrified to hear that I will need a dozen or more a day when the baby is brand new! How do you manage all of this Elizabeth? I wish I could come and live with you while Joseph travels. You could teach me so much and we could muddle through together! Keep us in your prayers, please, as you are in mine.

Much love,

Mary

Mary Letter - Day 16

1 Happy are they who consider the poor and needy! * 

the LORD will deliver them in the time of trouble. 

2 The LORD preserves them and keeps them alive, 

so that they may be happy in the land; * 

the LORD does not hand them over to the will of their enemies. 

3 The LORD sustains them on their sickbed * 

and ministers to them in their illness.

4 I said, “LORD, be merciful to me; * 

heal me, for I have sinned against you.” 5

My enemies are saying wicked things about me: * 

asking when I will die, and when my name will perish. 

6 Even if they come to see me, they speak empty words; * 

their heart collects false rumors;

they go outside and spread them. 

7 All my enemies whisper together about me * 

and devise evil against me. 

8 They say a deadly thing has fastened on me; * 

that I have taken to my bed and will never get up again. 

9 Even my best friend, whom I trusted, who broke bread with me, * 

has scorned me and turned against me. 

10 But you, O LORD, be merciful to me and raise me up, * 

and I shall repay them. 

11 By this I know you are pleased with me, * 

that my enemy does not triumph over me. 

12 In my integrity you hold me fast, *

 and shall set me before your face for ever. 

13 Blessed be the LORD God of Israel * 

from age to age. Amen. Amen. Psalm 41

Dearest Elizabeth,

These last few days have been very hard. The people of our village gathered the other night to stand outside and call for me to be stoned! They called me all sorts of names and threatened Joseph as well. Mama was crying and that broke my heart. They say I am blasphemer and a prostitute, bringing shame on my whole family and community! Nothing is further from the truth but they can't see it. They enjoy destroying others too much. I wish I could disappear and not put my family through this. Papa and Joseph finally went outside and made them go away. They were much more cowardly than their chants suggested.

I have been reading the Psalms, as you suggested. The Psalmist, whether King David or others, often complains bitterly to God. They don't hold back and tell Yahweh all their hurts and anger. I love it. as it rings true deep in my soul. I know the pain of being accused and being innocent all too well. Joseph and I have been reading the Psalms to each other at night. Sometimes I can't help but laugh out loud when the words seem to capture our situation! We say our prayers together and often sing our favorite hymns for comfort. Joseph has been so understanding of my many moods and lifts me up when my spirits flag. How blessed I am to have him beside me.

The plans continue in earnest for our trip to Bethlehem. We have to be so careful now, and will be traveling, at least for the first stage, under the cover of darkness. Thank God it is winter and the sun goes down early enough for us to cover some distance. They are all concerned for my health and the baby's, so Joseph is trying to find a suitable animal that I can ride on when needed. Please pray for us. I never expected this to be so hard.

love,

Mary

Third Sunday of Advent - Mary Letter - Day 15

Third Sunday of Advent 12/13/20

The Collect

 Stir up your power, O Lord, and with great might come among us; and, because we are sorely hindered by our sins, let your bountiful grace and mercy speedily help and deliver us; through Jesus Christ our Lord, to whom, with you and the Holy Spirit, be honor and glory, now and for ever. Amen.

First Lesson Isaiah 61:1-4, 8-11 

The spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me, because the LORD has anointed me; he has sent me to bring good news to the oppressed, to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and release to the prisoners; to proclaim the year of the LORD's favor, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all who mourn; to provide for those who mourn in Zion— to give them a garland instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, the mantle of praise instead of a faint spirit. They will be called oaks of righteousness, the planting of the LORD, to display his glory. They shall build up the ancient ruins, they shall raise up the former devastations; they shall repair the ruined cities, the devastations of many generations. For I the LORD love justice, I hate robbery and wrongdoing; I will faithfully give them their recompense, and I will make an everlasting covenant with them. Their descendants shall be known among the nations, and their offspring among the peoples; all who see them shall acknowledge that they are a people whom the LORD has blessed. I will greatly rejoice in the LORD, my whole being shall exult in my God; for he has clothed me with the garments of salvation, he has covered me with the robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decks himself with a garland, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels. For as the earth brings forth its shoots, and as a garden causes what is sown in it to spring up, so the Lord GOD will cause righteousness and praise to spring up before all the nations. 

 Canticle 15 The Song of Mary Magnificat Luke 1:46-55

 My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord,

 my spirit rejoices in God my Savior; * 

for he has looked with favor on his lowly servant. 

From this day all generations will call me blessed: * 

the Almighty has done great things for me, and holy is his Name. 

He has mercy on those who fear him *

 in every generation.

 He has shown the strength of his arm, *

 he has scattered the proud in their conceit. 

He has cast down the mighty from their thrones, * 

and has lifted up the lowly. 

He has filled the hungry with good things, *

 and the rich he has sent away empty. 

He has come to the help of his servant Israel, * 

for he has remembered his promise of mercy, 

The promise he made to our fathers, *

to Abraham and his children for ever. 

 The Second Lesson 1 Thessalonians 5:16-24 

Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you. Do not quench the Spirit. Do not despise the words of prophets, but test everything; hold fast to what is good; abstain from every form of evil. May the God of peace himself sanctify you entirely; and may your spirit and soul and body be kept sound and blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. The one who calls you is faithful, and he will do this. 

The Gospel John 1:6-8,19-28 

There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. He came as a witness to testify to the light, so

that all might believe through him. He himself was not the light, but he came to testify to the light. This is the testimony given by John when the Jews sent priests and Levites from Jerusalem to ask him, “Who are you?” He confessed and did not deny it, but confessed, “I am not the Messiah.” And they asked him, “What then? Are you Elijah?” He said, “I am not.” “Are you the prophet?” He answered, “No.” Then they said to him, “Who are you? Let us have an answer for those who sent us. What do you say about yourself?” He said, “I am the voice of one crying out in the wilderness, ‘Make straight the way of the Lord,’” as the prophet Isaiah said. Now they had been sent from the Pharisees. They asked him, “Why then are you baptizing if you are neither the Messiah, nor Elijah, nor the prophet?” John answered them, “I baptize with water. Among you stands one whom you do not know, the one who is coming after me; I am not worthy to untie the thong of his sandal.” This took place in Bethany across the Jordan where John was baptizing. 

Dear Elizabeth,

The other morning, I was sitting a breakfast with the family, and I struggled to get out of my chair! All of the sudden I have gotten so big and unwieldy. I feel so awkward and clumsy. On the other hand, I love feeling the babe move within me and see little kicks and ripples across my belly. This is such a strange and wondrous thing, to carry another life within you. I don't know why I was chosen for such responsibility in a time as this, but I do know, that there is so much that amazes me. I feel blessed and terrified, and I fluctuate back and forth, sometimes within a few minutes. God has called me to a very normal and unusual task!

The reports must have gone out form the wise women, even though we ask for them to keep quiet. The elders came again to question Joseph and Papa. I guess I wasn't important enough to talk with. Or, as a woman, they think I am incapable of responding to them, let alone to God. I am saddened by their ignorance but really not surprised. They vacillate from thinking we're evil sinners to mentally incompetent fools. Joseph and Papa were really angry when the elders left. Mama made tea and calmed them down with fig cakes, but they were really hurt and rattled. They talked a good deal about our trip to Bethlehem, and how we would have to be extra secretive about our plans and the route we take. As if traveling with this body isn't challenging enough! Well, Elizabeth, we are going to need an extra measure of prayers and I am going to have to recite my Psalms more regularly than I have been. 

Much love,

Mary

Mary Letter - Day 14

1 I will exalt you, O LORD, because you have lifted me up *

 and have not let my enemies triumph over me. 

2 O LORD my God, I cried out to you, * 

and you restored me to health. 

3 You brought me up, O LORD, from the dead; * 

you restored my life as I was going down to the grave. 

4 Sing to the LORD, you faithful servants; * 

give thanks for the remembrance of God’s holiness. 

5 For God’s wrath endures but the twinkling of an eye, * 

God’s favor for a lifetime. 

6 Weeping may spend the night, * 

but joy comes in the morning. 

7 While I felt secure, I said, “I shall never be disturbed. *

 You, LORD, with your favor, made me as strong as the mountains.” 

8 Then you hid your face, * 

and I was filled with fear. 

9 I cried to you, O LORD; * 

I pleaded with the Lord, saying, 

10 “What profit is there in my blood, if I go down to the Pit? *

 will the dust praise you or declare your faithfulness? 

11 Hear, O LORD, and have mercy upon me; * 

O LORD, be my helper.” 

12 You have turned my wailing into dancing; * 

you have put off my sack-cloth and clothed me with joy. 

13 Therefore my heart sings to you without ceasing; * 

O LORD my God, I will give you thanks for ever. Psalm 30

Dear Elizabeth,

Thank you for writing back to me and all your encouraging words. I read your letter over and over again. I could hear your voice saying those things to me and I felt close to you. Thank you for telling me which Psalms to recite. I do wish you could have been with me today! The wise woman came and did their examination.

It was quite an embarrassing and revealing episode. There were three of them and they were very straight forward in their exam. Mama stayed with me and help my had, reassuring me that they were there for my safety and she had been through all of this as well. Some of them are old enough to have attended my birth! I was grateful to have been with you during your exam. What was different for me was their surprise. "She has not been with a man!" Sarah, the elder, exclaimed! They all leaned in then, which was terribly uncomfortable and embarrassing! Mama told them to be quiet, that it was important to keep me safe. They were still bubbling over and talking loudly as they left. I don't imagine the news will be kept quiet. Mama fears there will be more trouble for me, not less. 

Joseph and Papa have been making plans and pouring over maps for our journey. They are trying to find ways for us to travel safely and stay with family on the way. Easier said than done since there are so many folks on the roads due to the census rules. They think we can comfortably get to Bethlehem and back, long before I am to be delivered. I will send you final details when we know them.

Sending love to you and your "boys" !

Mary